I'm Feeling 21

Ah, it has been a long while. Perhaps a bit too long, but I am here now. Things in my life have been quite hectic, and I cannot say that anything is slowing down soon. School started back up in September, and I also received a promotion at my job. So between the two of those things I have not been doing well with keeping my head on straight. My promotion at work is going well, but I never thought I could be so unhappy sometimes. I hate having to work still with food every single day, but I am also paying my way through college. It's all I can do at this point. (MOM, TAKE ME BACK IN PLEASE!) I am getting paid a lot better than before, so I guess it is worth it for now. As for school, it's easy peasy lemon squeezy. The only problem I am having is financial aid. I was awarded the money, but they are refusing to give it to me and blah blah blah... it's one hell of a hassle. Hopefully, soon it will get worked out.

As for my life other than work and school, I have been feeling very down. I am not sure if someone is deciding to send me bad vibes every day, but WOW, I am trying so hard not to fall apart. I have been trying to change the energy around my house to make things better, and it is slowly working. I think my main issue is me not getting enough sleep. My sleep schedule is very messed up, to the point where I cannot fall asleep until about 4 a.m. With working the night shift and me not eating dinner until midnight, it is hard to fall asleep earlier than 1 a.m. Soon I should be put to part time that way I can clean up the house a bit and fix the energy. Once I am feeling better, I am going to start my YouTube channel. I am hoping for things to work out and it is a good thing I am an optimistic person, or this would be annoying.
On the brighter side, I turned 21 last month. I haven't been drinking much but that's alright, drinking is really bad for you anyways! 

Anyhow, hope all is well with whoever is reading this and I hope you have a beautiful day! 

Stay rockin' and stay rad, my weird humans!

-Birdie